Well today we went racing. My dad has a new 8 scale and he raced it and I raced the Revo... I know you have no clue what I'm talking about but it you want to know look it up on the internet or something. So yeah i raced it and got 2nd place out of 5 cars... that's pretty sweet considering this is the first time I've ever raced. That proves how good I am or how bad the other people suck. I'm not sure which. Richard is in Daytona at the Nascar race and it really sucks knowing he is 2 hours away from me!! :( Oh well. Man he needed to come save me this evening cause I was getting hit on by like 3 people. I guess I'm more attractive than I give myself credit for. Heh... yeah well I'm going to bed now. I'll be home in 6 days!!!!!
NIGHT

le grá
***Chester***

So I'll be home on the 10th. Exciting I know... I'm bored as hell and I can't go to sleep because I'm waiting for Richard to call who is currently on his way here. Well he's actually going to Daytona but he said he might stop here. I've never missed anyone as bad as I have him and i don't know why. Hmm... yeah well I'm going to watch Viva la Bam now... NIGHT

le grá
-------CHESTER--------

An t-éan bán ag eitilt gan stró as do bhéal. Agus mise I mo sheasamh faoi do sholas géar. Na síoda ag titim barr do theanga. Níl mé abalalta na focail ceart a rá leat. Ba mhaith liom na sléibhte is airde a dhreapadh agus na focail a bhéicil amach os cionn na scamaill is airde. Nior fagadh na focail agam. Grá mór, grá fior, grá an domhain, is é an grá is laidir. Tá mé I ngrá leat.

16 mother fucking days bitches... I want a cigarette... and some pps! And some ass...

So how is everyone? I hope you are all doing well, except the bitches I dislike. From what I hear they really don't have any friends anymore so I guess someone is worse off than me. Considering I have only 3 close friends... you guys know who you are.

Anyway... Florida sucks... I'm so miserable it's ridiculous. I wasn't half this bad last year...

Saturday I did have fun though. My dad took me to the racetrack... not a normal one like one of those Gas powered RC car ones... it was fun. I got to drive his car a little bit. I wasn't very good though. Than yesterday we went and practiced some more. He says next saturday I actually get to race it. That should be fun.

Last night I talked to Richard for 2 hours... it was nice. It's amazing how you can find so much to talk about with one person. None of it was really important either. I hope things will be this good for a while. I hope it doesn't happen the way it did in my last relationship when we just ran out of things to say to each other... but i doubt that. I love Richard so much... and I'm happy that he doesn't find it inconvenient to come see me everyday when I'm around. :) Hmmm...oh yeah yesterday made five months that we've been going out. That is exciting... we haven't had any real arguments or anything and he treats me better than anybody I've ever been with. He would do anything for me and I can tell that everytime I'm around him... Well enough about that.

I'll be home in 2 weeks and 6 days! It would have been 1 week and 6 days but I decided to go to field commander camp down here so my dad would pay for it.

OH YEAH... Staind, 3 Doors Down, and Breaking Benjamain... JULY 31 @ Charleston Civic Center... Should be fun... I'm gonna get really fucked up that night! :)

Well i'm done boring you now.
MuCh LoVe
$$$CHESTER$$$

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And i don't think i can look at this the same
But all these miles that seperate
Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life was overrated
But i hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything i know,and anywhere i go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

I'm sitting here in Florida and I'm bored as hell. I really wish I had a cigarette... or some drugs... ahhh... but anyway. Ummm life is good I guess. Well i'm out for now... not much to say

Much Love,
Chester

I'm sad. i Miss richard and I want to go home really bad. I'll be there soon though... hopefully.
I love you Richard you really don't understand how much you mean to me. I've never been this happy with anyone... EVER. you make everything worth it. I Love YOU with all of my HEART!!

Adam.... you are being selfish. Fucking stop it. Oh and yeah go w/ Beth to prom if you want... I just wont go.

Saturday... ahhh saturday. That was some good fun. Beth, Amanda, Richard, and I all went to Logan prom dress shopping. I found two dresses that I sorta liked. Then we met Roberto at taco bell. Beth went with robbie and Amanda, Richard, and I went back to Madison and then we went to Magic Mart... don't ask us why. Then we went to Foodland and stalked JR for Amanda... we found he got off at 9. So we drove around for a bit and went and picked JR up at 9. Then we went to some church parking lot... and I danced around it while Amanda and JR were making out in my pack seat. >< haha. Then we saw a cop so I took JR to his house and I dropped Richie off and then I took Amanda home... she gave me gas money... that kicks ass. Ummm then I went and spent the night w/ my g-ma. And when I got home they were watching some crazy movie about these giant ass mosquitoes that attacked people and it really freaked me out cause I was about to pass out and I kept waking up and seeing mosquitoes flying at my fucking head... sheww. Then on Sunday I had the best time ever!! I went to see the <3EAGLES<3!!! It was the greatest thing ever. I absolutely loved it!! Damn Straight. Welllll Monday I had jazz band practice after school and when I got out Richard was at my car... then he made me go w/ him because Brittney wanted him to buy her a pack of ciggarettes... so we did. And then we drove around for a few and went and talked to Robin Baily about some stuff. Today... was boring. After school I went to Richards house and then we came back to Madison and went to the store and then to Brett's house. We stayed there for a while and then I had to leave and come back to the BIG SC!! Oh yeah. Then I went to Rite-aid to get my bc pill prescription filled oh fun stuff... then I came back home and passed out cause I didn't feel good... then I went back to rite aid and had to stand in like for like 30 minutes and wait for all the druggies to get there scripts filled... like the one dude who was bitching because they gave him generic Tylox... haha. Ummm... then I came back home and gave the dog a bath and sat around and did absolutely nothing. Yay for me.

SATURDAY!!!!! Is GOING TO BE SOO MUCH FUN. I'M HOOKING YOU UP AMANDA. HEHEHEHE! :)

Today just put a big ol cherry on the shitty 2 weeks I've been having. This morning at one o-clock I got the most depressing phone call and it gave me horrible nightmares and I couldn't sleep peacefuly for the rest of the night. Then when I finally decided to pull myself out of bed I discovered that mother nature had snuck up on me and kicked me right in the vagina... yup it's that time of the month. So I decided that today was going to be terrible. Then my mom told me I couldn't drive today and that pissed me the fuck off because I really needed to see the someone who gave me that phone call this morning. Then my mom and I got into a really big fight and I stormed out all pissed and shit and that made matters worse. I dug my hole deeper because I can't keep my fucking mouth shut. School was okay and I put on my usual front like nothing was wrong...

I Love you all!

*Chester*

This weekend you bitches better not skip out on me! We are going prom dress shopping... whoa yeah. Okay so Beth you have to come becuase you and Richard are going to be in the same place and you will get along if it kills you, him, and the rest of the world. I don't care what you say... grrr. Okay so yeah then we'll go hang out or something Hell I don't know. Umm yeah. Today was well ummm boring like always. School is boring and well I had an essay due for Burdette today.. and I didn't do it. Oops oh well he can go suck KJ off... I don't give a shit. Uh Mr. Miller is a fucking moron. FUMM! He talks all block and then gives us like a whole bunch of homework that I never do because I'm a stupid lazy bitch.

I had band till 5 today... The Nunley is about to have a fit (thanks drummers)
Ratings is in 2 weeks... god help us all.

Ummm.... then I met Richardo and we went to his house and hung out for about an hour or so. Then I came home and practiced New World and almost passed out from lack of oxygen... damn the clarinet. Yeah so then I got on the internet. Wow I lead the most interesting life ever.
I'm highly pissed cause I wanted to go to Huntington tonight to see the Groovie ghoulies and the queers but my mom said since it was a school night I couldn't. Damn her...

Let's see what else to ramble about??

I guess that is it.
If there is anything I have forgotten ummm well then oh well... suck it up


Love you all
((())))Chestnut Fargo((()))

Lunch is very boring...

ehh

Let's see... Monday... I went to school nothing exciting happened like usual. Then i went to Jazz Band and it was oh so fun. Then I came home and sat on my ass all evening.... got on the computer... talked to adam and then richard called and I talked to him for like an hour. Today I didn't go to school cause I had to go to the dentist... and this time really sucked because she drilled really deep and now my teeth hurt really fucking bad. After that I came home and went to sleep and then I got up and I did the dishes and now I'm hear... eventful I know.

Love,
Chester

Take this you bunch of motha fuckasss Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

Adam sent me this thing last night...about having sex while having contractions so it doesn't hurt as bad when you give birth. I'm gonna try that. Who wants to make babies with me???

My weekend and life = B-O-R-I-N-G!!

We have been watching Shindler's list in Eps class... It's a crazy movie. We have also been reading the crucible in Burdettes class... crazy story. Uhhh I had a really crazy dream about Mr. Epling... I dreamed he told our class that he was gay and we all freaked out and were like but you have a wife and kids... and he said he knew but it was just and act. He told us his boyfriend was Mr. burdette... It was completly fucked up!

Uh Kelsey and I are somewhat friends I guess... We made our peace so Jazz band would be more bearable.
Life is good I guess.
I have no complaints.


Love you all
Chester

I want to run away from this place. I'm sick of drama, school, teachers, friends, etc. I hate being here... and I know you aren't supposed to wish your life away but I can't wait until I graduate. I'm ready for a change of pace, place, and face. I can't stand all of this anymore. I have a wonderful life, a loving family, and well a loving boyfriend and it makes me feel a bit selfish to even think such things. Shew

I talked to Adam this evening... it was the most depressing conversation... he told me that he was jealous... I didn't think he had it in him. I really do miss Adam with all of my heart and I know that he still misses me whether he admits or not. And well he says he isn't good at meeting girls... and I never ever thought I would say this but... maybe he needs to get a girlfriend. **That was hard** I still love Adam with everything in my power but I guess maybe it's best that we aren't together anymore. He is much more mature now that he is in college and well I know he has more important things to worry about besides me. We are still friends and there are no regrets on either side of the fence so I like where we stand. I never mean any of the horrible stuff I say to him... it's just my way of saying I love you! :)


Even through all of this... I remain happy. I still have a very few choice people in this world who think something of me and those who don't well... I'm not worried about them at all.
I still feel a little guilty about one person though... eventhough she talked to me today which was a plus because I couldn't live without her. I love ya Bug!! NO MATTER WHAT.


I wrote Kelsey back in response to the letter she wrote me. I think I handled the situation in a mature and civil manner... but she wasn't at school today so I didn't get to give it to her... there is always tomorrow.
Uhh... BAXTER... I haven't been giving you the silent treatment... I love you too! Oh and I'm really gonna try to come to your party if only for a few minutes. I don't care if satan himself is there...

Well I think I have spoke my mind for tonight. Goodnight my loves (the ones I have left and who still love me back no matter what kind of two faced whore, slut, bitch, ho, *insert other choice words here*, I am!!



I have only love in my heart for you and yours.

Lotzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz and lotzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz of love!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

!Chester A Arthur!

P.S.... Check the icon... hott fucking stuff... oh yeah!

What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

The more you pile on the stronger I get. I can take anything that comes my way with a smile on my face and a bounce in my step. And when you all are finished... I'll stand taller then any of you.